U think U are the 1 who patient all this years..

I also think I the 1 who patient all this years...

But most of all..U forget about me...

I always call U, to ply and chat with U...

But U all don't , only find me when U need my help...

Since when U start not to call me when U sad or happy?

Since when U start not to call me anymore?

That why I don't call U anymore...

At college, since the day I start my class,

ACTUALLY, I always saw U,

But U don't look at me at all...don't say HI on me...

even when we stand close to each other...

U ignore me...

U always say U forgot,

but why the other 2 know what happen and I don't even know what is happening?

I remember 1 of it was the online shopping,

I don't even know U had this idea and U all had start doing it...

Take pictures, start a blog, buy clothes...

and I was the one being left out....

I not angry about the online thingy,

but felt being left out,

I'm alone again...

When I meet so many problem in this years,

where were U all?

That time I desperate needs your support....

to help me feel happy and strong again,

But when I call U,

U don't answer the phone,

Did't return my call,

or U say U are busy....

I had to be strong to go though all the problem,

ALONE AS ALWAYS....

Yes! I appreciate a lot U all had done to me,

until now I remember how we being so crazy, shopholics...

and I'm truly sorry that I did't give your birthday present,

and I can't tell U why....

I'm SORRY.

I did't not say I don't forgive U,

I did't think of it before...

I just feel unhappy with U all,

feel alone and left out,

I always the 1 who spoil the whole mood,

can't help anythings,

can't say anythings,

can't do anythings...

THAT WHY I choose to leave this group...

Maybe I'm not grateful enough to be with U all,

But I always cherish the day we always being happy...

even not a single drops of tears came out from my eye...

Sorry for not always come back to Ipoh to visits U,

busy with study and work,

we fail to do,

is to always visits U.

I'm sorry that I'm cold blooded,

I did't cry nor sad,

even when my sister pass away, I still did't cry...

I only knew that U are free from illness,

happy to see us all back to see U 1 last time,

I know that we should let u go in peace...

I always loves and cherish U,

Grandma

Forever

I really happy that I know you...
its been few days since we chat...
from Facebook to Msn...
Really proud of myself , who can be so courage to chat and speak wit him...
But most of all, I really thanks to my 3 best friend,
Cindy and Lexy, catch me from behind,
and Alice who goes to my lappie and click somethings =.=

AND,
another case repeated again...
My Dears,
Manni and Kai Wen AGAIN.....
catch me from behind,
and my gor gor, Shi Jie,
who goes to my lappie AGAIN,
type somethings on it =.=

Really Really thank you U all,
If its wasn't because of you all 'forcing' me,
I might have no courage to chat with him , until now.

I am really lucky to have you all beside me...

Again,




THANK YOU.