What I saw from Alice blog reminds me of a friendship.

The four of us, 

with different background, different personalities, different favourites, different thinking, and of cause different feelings.

I remembered. I was the 1st person that leave them with broken heart. 

I've always believed that four of us will be friends forever no matter what happen, how many argue we had. But with full of Trust will eventually brought us back together again, as best friends.

But in reality, it doesn't happened. From the past till today.

Im not angry about the arguement, but the trust and my existence.

Im not stupid, although Im not there, I still can see and feel with my own eyes and heart.

Between four of us, I can feel that we were together because of 1 person. 

That person has brought us together, and on the same time, she tears us apart without knowing that she is doing it.

Just 1 question to four of us,

Do you really care for each other? or you only care of that person only?

I only can see that we will only contact that person only. Others? Sometimes we call to say "Hi' or "Help" or sometimes without a single call in. 

You don't mind about it? I mind a lot. 

Cause that's what friends for, always find you without any reasons.

Still, I am blind with it. I can't leave them when they ask for help. I can't selfish nor said "NO" to them.

No offended to every of you. Just my feelings.

I have no intention to hurt any of you anymore.

I had accepted the fact.

Im also here to admit my wrongs and attitude to all of you. 

To Alice : Actually you have someone to talk to, example Me. Is because you still feel that there's a gap between you and everyone, that why you could't find someone to talk to. You still wanna find her to talk, don't you? :)

Say I don't miss you all, is a lie. 

But still hope that we have a good journey to go even without each other beside.