and I still not strong enough to handle it.

Family problems again due to my cousin sis still not mature enough although she already 18 this years...Telling me that uneducated person really make me crazy. Not to say I'm underestimate them but look at the way they act and talk, unrespect and insult other ppl makes me feel sad.

Dear cousin sis(Pei Yee),

I do not treat you as shit before. Do you really remember how we used to play and chat together? Who's the only 1 that support u all the time? We knew each other for 18 years and you still don't trust me? I feel disappointed and my heart hurts me a lot. When problems comes, you blame every things to me, and I was the 1 to wipe your ass and face the whole family include your parents by myself. I was the 1 under pressure all the time and you gets to back stabbed me in the other side. I knew every things about u backstabbing me and still I'm patient and keep smile and support you. I remember once you scold me like animal with rude words and attitude, my hearts hurts more and you even insult my parents. Remember how you use the most violent words to insult me as a girl and my pride?? After that you came to say sorry to me, and I was forced to accept your apologise. Still, everybody think I'm was the 1 who wrong in every single things. Knew me for so long and do you think or heard before I told other people how I help u with arrogant attitude? You ask yourself from the bottom of your heart. You say I'm a selfish person but how about you? Don't tell me you are not selfish! You selfish enough to hurt your parents and grandparents! You even beat your own brother and sisters just to express your unsatisfied and unhappy feelings!! Is that the right things to do??

I can be a cruel and cold blooded person if you treat me that way, so do not blame me for doing unkind things to you. I can help you and in the same time I can bring you to hell too. Please don't interfere my life again and I can guarantee you that I will walk out from your life forever.

Please do not lie to other people again especially the ones you love. I have the guts to post this and I responsible to it because I'm telling the truth!

Thank You.

Yesterday I bought some cutee thingy~

I don't no why but I just love it very muchie~

Its mostly for kids, especially boys~( I think girls doesn't like that much =.=)

BUT I LOVE IT~

Don't really know how to explain, just have a look of the pic~

Isn't it cute??

(In case you don't no, darling is my dog~ XD)

Oh gosh~

I had not update my blog for so long~

I'm sorry...kinda lazy and tired....

Well, 1st of all~YES! I lost my handphone, AGAIN~

I was such a dumb girl!!

I lost 4 handphone in this year!

Kinda bad luck for me, and I swear I won't lost it again!!

PROMISE!!!!

2nd is I went to hospital for operation~

I stay thr for 3 days 2 night,

the food was sucks but the room was quite comfortable~

hahahah~

OK! don't ask me why I'm in hospital because I way too lazy to explain again....

Suffer in hospital and I lose weight man!

ALOT!!

Somehow I survive in the operation and I still alive~DUH!

But I still having fever and pain...

Hope I can recover soon as I miss a lot of classes,

I miss college very much now~(except I need to wake up early in the morning)

Well, that all! Chao!